My Boxed in God.......
I have always had God figured out. At least the God I believed in. The God I believed in was like me! After all, I was my god. I worshiped in a way that I was "comfortable" with. I was brought up in a "conservative" SBC church in Tuscaloosa, AL. We were taught to watch out for "liberals" and "charismatics." When I shared with my church that I was going to Samford University you would have thought I was going to to Sodom and Gomorrah.
I hate it when God stretches me. I am comfortable with "my God." But the more I study the Bible, read books, attend conferences and hang out with people "different" than me I am convinced that I have God "BOXED IN!"
I'll never forget the first time I saw someone raise their hand (it wasn't even two hands) in church--it made me uncomfortable. I was self-righteous and thought why don't they go to the Assembly of God, don't do that in "my church." What a hypocrite I am!
I'll never forget when I went to a potential church member's house in Georgia and they took me in their "media" room and they had enough alcohol to stock a bar. My pharisical personality thought, get me out of this place of "sin." Then, at supper their 11 year old daughter brought in a neighbor she had just led to Christ! What a hypocrite I am!
I'll admit I read comments on blogs or listen to sermons by various pastors and I think they are wrong. Then God slaps me through His word or through circumstances and I see what a hypocrite I am!
Actually I'm glad God is not finished with me. Because I have so much to learn. So bear with me, I'm a work in progress. I learn every day. I am not finished. I am grateful that God thinks enough of me to change me. I learn from those of you who read my blog. I learn from your blogs too. Thanks for being part of what God is doing in me!
posted by Kevin Bussey at 4/28/2006 09:23:00 AM
8 Comments:
Good stuff. You speak for many who grew up among "cultural Christianity." It is our burden to think that the way we are, and were raised, is THE way.
Thanks for the transparency.
James 4:6 seems to be confronting me everywhere I turn lately:
"But He gives more grace...God resists the proud, But gives grace to the humble."
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At least it's a pretty box (the wooden one).
Thanks Joe! :)
Brother Kevin B,
I always read your post and the comments you place on the sites of others. I like what you said about school teachers on another site just recently.
I hope that someday I can buy you a cup of coffee, large tea, and all the BBQ you can hold somewhere this side of glory. If not, catch up with me at the gate. I know what you look like. I will go with you as you go to cast all your crowns at the feet of Jesus. If we go in the order of age He will already have mine.
After you give Jesus praise and glory for about a zillion years ( I can only measure in earth time right now ) maybe we can hang out a century or two.
Villa Rica
VR,
I look forward to meeting you!
Kevin,
This is good stuff. I find it funny because I grew up in a church with strict perceptions on the things you mention, but then I left the church not knowing Jesus because of these and a few other things. Needless to say I finally found grace and not law and eventually made my way to the south and into the SBC. God must have a sense of humor.
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